Ramblings of a tired woman.

Today's ramblings will be just that, random ramblings of a tired woman. enjoy.

Now this may seem like a silly question considering the field I'm running into. Why do terrible things happen to good people? While it seems the people who deserve the sadness, grief and suffering just seem to beat the odds everytime. Maybe its just my vantage point....they say what goes around comes around, but it seems all I see is the going round part.

Have you ever sat and listened to someone talk, yet never really heard a word they said? I did that today in the dialysis unit. 120 minutes of my life slipped away before my very eyes and a doctor with a voice I can only describe as a lullaby sent from heaven (or hell?) to put me straight to sleep. I valiantly stared him in the eye seemingly hanging from his every word ( if nothing else, med school has turned me into a FANTASTIC actress!). Thank God its over. I hope that one day when I'm a docta that I remember the torturous hours spent staring and looking interested and focus my energies on being interesting....or at the very least berate them with questions or scare them a bit by choosing them to demonstrate never-before-heard-of examinations and watch while they scramble to figure out the answer. See what this education is doing for me? Its turning me into a scheming nutcase. Hee hee. Is it sick to admit I like it?